So many thoughts twirling around in my head.
What do I even want? Do I wanna be in a relationship? Do I wanna be single?
I'm kinda seeing a new friend, and it's really highlighting some of the problems I'm having in my relationship. The things I have to step-by-step tell my boyfriend about, that drains me having to explain, that I just wish he knew. The things I didn't realise how much energy it takes to keep up, the things that I'm coming to realise probably won't change and that I won't be able to live with indefinitely.
And these things are a complete non-issue with my new friend. He just... gets it.
I think I might need to break up with my boyfriend.
What do I even want? Do I wanna be in a relationship? Do I wanna be single?
I'm kinda seeing a new friend, and it's really highlighting some of the problems I'm having in my relationship. The things I have to step-by-step tell my boyfriend about, that drains me having to explain, that I just wish he knew. The things I didn't realise how much energy it takes to keep up, the things that I'm coming to realise probably won't change and that I won't be able to live with indefinitely.
And these things are a complete non-issue with my new friend. He just... gets it.
I think I might need to break up with my boyfriend.
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